It Happens to Be

Im just trying to keep up….with me.

Buried underneath a bunch of my own debree.

I exploded into pieces but it wasn’t all of she…

never admits to same person.

especially to one who’s anything like me.

We do this often,

Design our own coffin

take turns building until we’re both exhausted

How could I expect love this way?

Few understand and even still it’s too much for they

Trying to make eye contact yearning to look away

Never watched a story unfold quite this way

And this is the moment where I regret coming

…..He says.

I wasn’t expecting such feeling.

Running seems most appealing

Although this is so refreshingly revealing.

I think I love you.

And if I do, I take it back

please don’t react

Not wanting to attract

.....connection.

But damn it’s here and it’s so close to perfection.

Granny told me no such thing.

But, you’re like Winter being chased by Spring

I come before you only to follow…

And when I’m overflowing, you can make me hollow

I said it…

you live inside of me

And everything that’s fucked up about you

is just inviting to me.

What you've blocked in the shot

I’ve just been dying to see

Your story is one I’ve been trying to read

Attempting to write myself in, underlining the WE,

and now when you’re gone I just struggle to BE.

-Sydni