I feel like I had so much to say earlier. With these emotions, if I don't write it down at the exact moment, well it's bound to change. I switch with the hour. One thing I can say is I'm finally applying to art school. It's a pity to think I could have been in and out and on to bigger things by now but here I am, after however many years, finally realizing that the rebellious "I don't need a paper" attitude is kind of sketch and beyond played out. I mean, I believe it's possible, but...I'm really only making this harder for myself. Trying to prove society wrong by going against the grain isn't really doing anything for ME. All this talent and no paper has me in the back of the line looking at all the talentLESS people in the front with their cheesy ass ideas being thrown into the poor vulnerable world for all to see... *vomit* Yea, so... that's where my head is; growth, work, and hopefully school soon in either NY or San Fran. This also depends on my job. I'm praying they'll just let me transfer over and all will be well in my life lol. If I move to NY I can be close to Nommy and live happily ever after...for a few years at least, until we fall out of love and I find an asian man with a big peen who can give me babies. Asians are fair skinned black people... I care what no one says. It's crazy how attracted to asian men I've become lol. Ever since I met that UCLA professor at Backstage bar I've just got this new eye for them... dey make me nips hard. :D
-Ah so speaking of hard nipples, yet again I have been propositioned to do another threesome or as I like to call them, 2 and 1/2somes. Maybe I'll have a story for you soon.
-Ziggy :)
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