Dessert Please

You ever worked REALLY hard on something for it to come out half ass? Yea, I'm looking back on these promo videos we did and they're just not what I need them to be. Now I'm sitting here trying to figure out how to flip them and turn them into something brilliant. Crazy thing is they ARE brilliant...at least the concept behind them is and the videographer well... he...psh...a gift from God. But... the idea didn't come out clear and we had to make a lot of sacrifices in order to get it done in the allotted time frame. Part of me wants to start fresh and come up with something entirely new but for ONE, some of the footage we have is so great already and I'd hate for it to go to waste and TWO, I don't know if our first videographer would be willing to work with us again for the freesky or if we'd be able to find another who even matches up to his skill. I suppose I'd be willing to pay but I mean...you know... your girl's got bills and shit to take care of so we're talking low dollars here. Anyway, I've got a lot to think about. We took a big hit, yet again. This shit isn't easy yo. It's hard to make such a large idea come alive when the people you work with don't believe in it nearly as much as you do. They babble about how excited they are to be apart of it but they never fall through when it's time to put the work in. I can't even explain the frustration... it brings me to tears. I want this shit so bad and I feel like it's SO close but I've come to the understanding that this is something that I have to do alone. Well, my partner and I. We've gotta do this shit by ourselves.... all of it lol. That's cool though.... the success will taste that much sweeter :)

-SydniMichael