Closer

Some days I feel like keeping it to myself but....

The only thing seeming to matter right now is the feeling that I want him SO VERY BAD. At first it was easy. Speaking to him everyday was enough. These days it's frustrating. I just want to touch him, smell him, kiss him, fuck his brains out. To think there was once a time where I could've hopped in the car and gotten my daily fix of this perfect man and now I'd have to take time off work and buy a plane ticket just to get a weekend... grr. So perfect and so far away. God, please move him back to LA, it'd make my life that much better. I'm trying to be patient but this just isn't fair.

It's no wonder I wasn't falling for any of the others... they aren't you.

-Me