Never Knew

If you listened to us talk you'd probably think we were sick. We find ourselves in unrelenting quarrels of jealousy and miscommunication and then we're madly in love the moment after. Laughing ourselves into fits of hysteria, making "inappropriate" sex jokes involving.... nevermind. He makes my body ache with obsession. I find myself chewing occasionally as if I'm attempting to eat his soul. Sometimes it seems as if we're angry with each other for things we can't help, like... the distance. It ruins us just....not enough. I can't wait to share my home with him so I can suck the morning breath from his lips then proceed to wake him with pleasurable strokes from mine. Never knew a love like this. The things I consider while he is my subject frighten me. I've never been so willing. I'd carve his DNA into my skin with his teeth if I could... I lose my sense of civility. Never knew a love...... like this.

Just a few of my thoughts this afternoon.

- Your Love