EX marks the ?

I don't remember the last time I got so angry I cried. I can't fucking remember. But today, we can mark the date because I reached that point. Our relationship then... so unhealthy, seemingly, our relationship now... kind of unhealthy. And to think, this is the very beginning. Shit, we're not even together and I got so frustrated and fed up that I cried. When I said I'm refusing to settle, I meant it. I won't have an unhealthy relationship, and if he's not willing to change, then that's what it would be and that is why he and I WON'T be. I'm.Not.Settling. This isn't even worth going in about, I have no energy to discuss the situation lol. Just like I said in my last post, I'm not going to waste time being with people I know in my heart are not the ones. No love lost but, we are not it.

-Sydni