Don't you do it

No no noo... I didn't give you permission to be here.
The day....the day was beautiful and then.... the worlds smallness closed in on me.
yea...small...very very small.
i'm almost sure that these thoughts i'm having are...pointless, unneccesary... untrue.
but goodness...the way they were placed in my head is what made them so .... worth being thought of.
....and this is where I go wrong.... yea... me. I take the situation and i completely over analyze it.
this is where i take the trust that could possibly exist.... and I tear it apart.
i must keep busy for the rest of the night.... keep these thoughts from growing any larger.
:-\

stop it Sydni.