F.E.A.R.

When it's all over i'll be able to breathe easy, inhaling and exhaling without having to remind myself that i'm not ready to lay me down to sleep forever. I was hoping i'd wake up once the sun arrived realizing that it was all just a dream but my hopes are continuously shattered by blinding light, loud beeping, and the emotional awareness that this is real life.

F aithless

E nemies

A ccepting

R ecreancy

Being my own worst enemy my love is limited to inanimate objects. Not believing in myself how will I believe in all of them? All of them meaning all of you. Everyone and everything is expected to disappoint me. I fear love, I fear rejection, I fear reality, I fear, we all fear, but why? Fear is what hinders us from experience. Experience is the most indisputable path to knowledge. Yearning to breathe easy.... I rebuke fear.

The only thing to fear, is FEAR itself.




-SydniMichael