Its just some skin and skull!

Yea... im over this shit. These bullshit Friday nights full of searching for something good enough to satisfy my late nite cravings for excitement. But no.. i don't want the party excitement.. im on that chill, smoke a blunt, pop a bottle, converse wit the best of em type excitement. I mean.. that's the best kind... at least 2 me it is. Fuck a club, party, full of hatin ass feems and thirsty ass dust bunny negroes... the shit be stank anyway lmao. I feel like my friends are never as "bout it" as i want em to be. Shit i just wanna "act a fool widdit!" sometimes... i just want everybody to be as faded as IIII am so we can bust some stupid shit and then wakeup the next morning and be like "what the fuck?!" Ok wait.. im not like "bout it bout it" but im pretty "bout it" and not on the freaky tip.. yea that too.. but nooo not on the freaky tip but on some spontaneous have some fun type... tip.... lmao...? haha! Yaa ya ya yaaa..... maybe im just being greedy cause I had an excellent weekend llaaasstt weekend... shit.. my type of weekend... basically exactly what I explained above. Maybe thhiisss weekend I need to just.... sleep...? NAW MAN fuuucccckk..... i wuna get cute and meet some new people so we can chat it up and realize that we're not the only ones who do those odd things we do....psh.. there's others like ME that exist in this place we call Earth. haha... that's always fun...

i guess i could go straighten up this kitchen real brief before i go lay myself down to mastur-...sleep... *clears throat* uuhh yea... so....what's yours is mine and what's mine is... mine.

im not sure why i said that.... it just kinda came out. that's what happens when you've got absolutely nothing to do on a FRIDAY NIIIGGHHT?!?!??! u know i spend allll weeeeeeeeeek waaaaaaaiting for Friday because im like "yea i can go out do whatever get fucked up stay out all nite and not have to get up 2 go to fuckin work n the morn." but uuhh...... im not doing ANY OF THAT!?!??!?! shit.... now i wuna call my job and ask em if they need anything 2morrow since im probably guna be up at the crack of dawn since ill be getting the amount of sleep i do during the week..since im not out getting wasted!!! yarhks..... i wuna go drive down Crenshaw in my Honda... thats NOT new or hooked up... yea.. drive really fast and act like im cool.. and play my ipod REALLY loud.. since i have no beat in my car... and then itll sound awful! lmfao....that shud be fun... see how many stares i get once i blow my speakers out... haha! yea.... no...

uhm... ive got to get outta thiisss plaaccee. well.... at least 2morrow ill be partying ;) not every night can be filled with excitement.

u know what wud be funny.... if I posted another blog 2morrow talking bout the same shit cause my plans got cancelled or some bullshit like that...... hahahha... ha......ha....hmmm... yea... im not even guna speak on that cause naw it really wudnt be funny.

im done..... although I could go on for much longer since i dont have anything ELSE to do!!!!

these are the kind of entries i should keep in a personal journal..... yea.. the ones where im REALLY not sayin shit... i almost feel bad for whoever's reading this crap lmao.

no wonder im friendless..... no wait... im not friendless... i lied.

bye...

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yea... i havent left yet...... im still here.... but i dont have anything to say... so what do i do now? DO i just keep talking whatever my fingers surprise me with or do I go read a book or try and find someone interesting enough to have a late night conversation with.. psh.. or I could float thru facebook and myspace pages or shit other blogs like my own.... oooorrr i could go on that MTV Real World thing and go promote myself so more people vote for me.... hmm... sooo many options lmfao... i would go take a shower but i just did that.... so that's outta the question... i could go watch some tv... but i try not to do that... aint shit on anyway i bet.... hmm... i cooouuullldd go sit on my bed and make up stories about how i wish life could be... that's always fun. yea... u guys are all up in my head right now. im a fucking lame... take it or leave it.

noo wait im not REALLY lame.. im just human dammit.... quit thinking all those things ur thinking in ur head right now about how im weird or i have no life cause i make up stories... shit I HAVE A LIFE! dammit!.... two jobs u hear me! lmfao..... aaannnddd.... i do stuff.... like..... listen to music.. and go to the bank when i need to put money in it... oh yea... i throw parties sometimes toooooooo... oh yea... and ii..... uhm.... go out sometimes!

:(

im trying.... to convince myself that i have a life..... ha... i have no life...

im really not about to have a life soon.... ima freakin go underground and disappear from all u faceless fucks.... i mean i know u have faces but in reality ur all faceless..

and so what if im not making sense.... i clearly stated earlier that i was typing whatever my fingers surprise me with... so this isnt really ME speaking........ its them..... down there.... ha... they keep turning around starin at me like " bet u dont know what we're guna say neexxt....."

shimmy shimmy cocoa pop shimmy shimmy raaahhh!

aagh!

hhahhahah

lmfao.

ladies... u guys remember that little handgame riight?

"i had a boyfriend! A BISCUIT! He's soo sweet. A BISCUIT!"

what the fuck? what the fuck does a biscuit have to do with my gotdamn boyfriend?!?

these little bitches think niggas got cooties anyway at that age.... fuckin dummies... little dooo they know... they got cooties alright hahahah.

fuck a nigga... shit.

and they cooties.

im nigga(K) right now.... yup.. u got it.

and DAMMIT!!! who the fuck is playin music on my streeet... it sounds like its comin from a car...

maybe i shud go check....

and never come back cause they pull me in the car and kidnap me and eat me for din din.

hahha.... stupid fingers.... they just say anything dont they.

woowww..... i swear im normal.

goodnite.

-SydniMichael