Saturday, January 10, 2009

Wizard Wings and Hot Sauce

Listening to that Klass Actt mixtape. Sounds amazing on a system. Good music makes me dance, makes me think, inspires me to...make changes... or just...do. Do what? Anything worth doing. It's hard to quit blowing trees when most of your friends do it.

"You tryna chief?"
"where the herb at?"
"im sayin...let's blow!"
"got kush?"
"match one witcha boy."

And I just wanna say "YEA!" ....but i keep saying "no." cause for me.... the dro aint the same no mo. my already paranoid over-analytical mind is then enhanced by .... hmm....i dunno 60% . I guess. :-\ Kinda depends on the herb. Sometimes the high is...amazing...other times it's...frustrating and puts me in an uncomfortable disposition. Yuck. Not yuck...but... yuck... kind of. Hmm..feels like everyone is staring at me picking apart my flaws...noticing my insecurities...judging me lol. I dunno where it came from but... every once in a while... the herb does that to me. Odd :-\. That period after that "smiley face" looks like it could be a mole huh? hahah.
As of now.... i feel like i'm playing the mistress...and it scares me that i'm allowing it to keep going...although i'm not 100% sure...i'm like 80% sure and that's sure enough...at least it SHOULD be. But with this guy...my will power from 1-10 is a .....3? yea....about a 3... cause i do try. lol. Sad case...i'm such a silly girl. silly girl in a big world..mind swirls...im not down for jerrycurls ...and i feel bad for those who eat then hurl...what a waste of good food....that doesn't spoil your mood? it'd spoil mine cause i think food is gooud. i had to add that 'u' to make it rhyme... i rhyme all the time...it's like i can't do an entry without it...contagious motions running about it... wiggle free from society and watch me... watch you in awe... cause not caring what they think deserves a round of applause...im trying to stir up a good cause...maybe change the world, create beauty from petty flaws.
Oz... is a place...where THE Wizard lives... THE Wizard... not just any wizard..but... THE Wizard.
yep.

as Kanye said... "i'm a problem that'll never be solved."

Eerie liddo bookie nah....siby tu thu kadi raah?
mmmmm... hehe... shnibby kooboo!

-SydniMichael

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